dardar... this meg is for u... since the last 1 mth plus i hav been somehw very unhappy sometime due to various reasons... my attitude towards u hav nt been as good as before... maybe coz last time i don hav such burden bout something i think i hav told u before... i hav all of my these attitudes hav made u very sad.. i'm really deeply sorry... jus that i tot i can be frank to u tt i am unhappy... coz i don c the nd to hide my emotions to u.. i tot i can share my high n low wif u... but i forget tt it will thn become ur high n low too... i'm really sorry.... i don mean to make u angry... sometime whn u r lik trying to piss me off for the fun of it... actually the intention is wat i love too... but sometime u really succeed in doin tt and i somehw really got angry... but i tried to control my sudden rise of emotion due to wat u do... coz i noe u didn did it on purpose... DAR!!! i really love u alot.. i dono y everytime whn u r gone i really miss u.. i didn meant to lik don meg u 1st de... coz i really scare coz last time my meg or call did somehw make u cry... nt long after tt i'm oso scare to talk to u on the fone coz before tt everytime after we chatted u would end up crying for various reason... after tt i was very scare to call u or meg u 1st coz i really DON WAN you to be sad or unhappy... u noe something... it really hurts me to hear the sad voice of urs or even to c u frown... i WAN everyday of urs to be happy n smiling for all sort of reasons lik we r whn we 1st get together... i'm really sorry... i really don mean to make u sad for my personal reasons de... sorry sorry... will u plz promise me... :'( DAR!!! Plz forgive me... don even be sad can? even if u will be i'll try my very best to make u happy even if u don bother bout me, i will nt give up... i would at least stand by u for every single second... even since our 3rd mth anniversary... i hav actually been hoping tt one day we can stay together n live happily even after... for the rest of our life... so i really hope u can forgive me... i that we can continue to share any of our high n low together coz in my heart... i hav long treated u as part of my life... DARDAR!!! I LOVE U!!!